Trying to know God's will

Thursday, March 30, 2006

from afr.net

Today's Verse from God's Word —
Thursday, March 30
He whose walk is blameless and who does what is righteous, who speaks the truth from his heart and has no slander on his tongue, who does his neighbor no wrong and casts no slur on his fellowman, who despises a vile man but honors those who fear the LORD, who keeps his oath even when it hurts, who lends his money without usury and does not accept a bribe against the innocent. He who does these things will never be shaken. Psalm 15:2-5 NIV

Sometimes I think of Abraham
How one star he saw had been lit for me
He was a stranger in this land
And I am that, no less than he
And on this road to righteousness
Sometimes the climb can be so steep I
may falter in my steps
But never beyond Your reach


Oh God, You are my God
And I will ever praise You
Oh God, You are my God
And I will ever praise You
And I will seek You in the morning
And I will learn to walk in Your ways
And step by step You'll lead me
And I will follow You all of my days

Blogging from work

I have been working night-shift this week, the only thing I like about nights is the fact that I can bring my laptop ( yes, my poor laptop that I dropped & broke a part of - I should write this story one day) . and praise God for the DSL we have here!!

tonight I am not feeling well, I have been having an upset stomach for the last 3 weeks at least, and tonight it is made even worse by the fact that it is THAT time of the month ( hopefully no one is reading this, at least nobody that I know :D )

i always have a lot on my mind that I want to write about, but once I sit down to write, I usually forget everything

today we called H. and I asked him ( AGAIN ) what he wants from here since mom is going to be travelling back in 2 weeks ( sob) , and his answer was : sharabat!!! uffffffffffff !!! I mean I cant believe that the only thing that he wants are socks!!!

He had to send money to our little princess AGAIN this month! unbelievable! I don't know how long this will go on. *sigh* now basically, almost every argument that i have had in the past 6 months was probably about , or because of, HER!! yesterday mom was telling me to write a letter with some kind encouraging words for her, this is when I got so upset, and told mom I dont have anything whatsoever to say to her , kind or not ( of course this is a lie bkz I have a LOT of things to say to her, non of which is kind or encouraging)
and then I told gave mom my famous " I am not her mother"lecture *another sigh*

something has happened in here last night but i dont feel like blogging about it .................
tab w ba3dain ya rab ?? wel 3amal?? eh el 3ak ellee ana ba3ooko da?

Friday, March 17, 2006

Yet another song

they play this song all the time lately on the radio , sung by "Third day" ... LOVE the words :


To everyone who's lost someone they love
Long before it was their time
You feel like the days you had were not enough
When you said goodbye.
And to all of the people with burdens and pains
Keeping you back from your life
You believe that there's nothing and there is no one
Who can make it right.
There is hope for the helpless
Rest for the weary
Love for the broken heart
There is grace and forgiveness
Mercy and healing
He'll meet you wherever you are
Cry out to Jesus
Cry out to Jesus.
For the marriage that's struggling just to hang on
They've lost all of their faith in love
They've done all they can to make it right again
Still it's not enough.
For the ones who can't break the addictions and chains
You try to give up but you come back againJ
ust remember that you're not alone in your shame
And your suffering.
When you're lonelyAnd it feels like the whole world is falling on you
You just reach out
You just cry out to Jesus
Cry to Jesus.
To the widow who suffers from being alone
Wiping the tears from her eyes
For the children around the world without a home
Say a prayer tonight.

IN CHRIST ALONE

In Christ alone will I glory
Though I could pride myself
In battles won
For I've been blessed beyond measure
And by His strength alone,
I overcome
Oh, I could stop and count successes
Like diamonds in my hands
But these trophies could not equal
To the grace, by which I stand

In Christ alone
I place my trust
And find my glory In the power of the cross
In every victory
Let it be said of me
My source of strength
My source of hope
Is Christ alone

In Christ alone will I glory
For only by His grace
I am redeemed
And only His tender mercy
Could reach beyond my weakness
To my need
Now I seek no greater honor
Than just to know Him more
And to count my gains but losses
And to the glory of my Lord

In Christ alone
I place my trust
And find my glory In the power of the cross
In every victory
Let it be said of me
My source of strength
My source of hope
Is Christ alone

Friday, March 10, 2006

No Comment ....

Thirty was so strange for me.
I've really had to come to terms with the fact that I am now a walking and talking adult.
C. S. Lewis



ew!

Motivational

You are never too old to set another goal or to dream a new dream.

C. S. Lewis

We are what we believe we are.

C. S. Lewis

songs I need to write

1)da3 gol al 3omr
2)dayman ma3aya
3)ha salat ol tawba

Saturday, March 04, 2006

C S Lewis ....

Education without values, as useful as it is, seems rather to make man a more clever devil.
C. S. Lewis


Eros will have naked bodies; Friendship naked personalities.
C. S. Lewis


Experience: that most brutal of teachers. But you learn, my God do you learn.
C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

I am at work again today. Yesterday ( and the day b4 ) me & mom where at the south side with our friends. S. reminded me of my loosing the golden ear-ring last year & finding it in a trash bag !!! ( Praise God!!! ) , well, i hate to think back of THAT period of time .... december 2004 ...

Just reading quotes and I came a full site of C S Lewis cool !!! GREAT GREAT words of wisdom, I would have pasted them all but I will paste them some at a time

( for future reference, the site is :
http://www.brainyquote.com/quotes/quotes/c/cslewis162523.html)



A man can no more diminish God's glory by refusing to worship Him than a lunatic can put out the sun by scribbling the word, 'darkness' on the walls of his cell. C. S. Lewis