Blogging from work

I have been working night-shift this week, the only thing I like about nights is the fact that I can bring my laptop ( yes, my poor laptop that I dropped & broke a part of - I should write this story one day) . and praise God for the DSL we have here!!

tonight I am not feeling well, I have been having an upset stomach for the last 3 weeks at least, and tonight it is made even worse by the fact that it is THAT time of the month ( hopefully no one is reading this, at least nobody that I know :D )

i always have a lot on my mind that I want to write about, but once I sit down to write, I usually forget everything

today we called H. and I asked him ( AGAIN ) what he wants from here since mom is going to be travelling back in 2 weeks ( sob) , and his answer was : sharabat!!! uffffffffffff !!! I mean I cant believe that the only thing that he wants are socks!!!

He had to send money to our little princess AGAIN this month! unbelievable! I don't know how long this will go on. *sigh* now basically, almost every argument that i have had in the past 6 months was probably about , or because of, HER!! yesterday mom was telling me to write a letter with some kind encouraging words for her, this is when I got so upset, and told mom I dont have anything whatsoever to say to her , kind or not ( of course this is a lie bkz I have a LOT of things to say to her, non of which is kind or encouraging)
and then I told gave mom my famous " I am not her mother"lecture *another sigh*

something has happened in here last night but i dont feel like blogging about it .................
tab w ba3dain ya rab ?? wel 3amal?? eh el 3ak ellee ana ba3ooko da?