is that a problem ?

that i am very good at Head-nodding

I end up having to listen to all kinds of talk from some boring people, or at least the topics are mostly boring

I am being s a little silly lately ,,,,,

taking all these Charatcter-online-tests
but the funny thing is : Most of them r true *gasp*

here is one from : http://ynr.blogthings.com/whatflowerareyouquiz/


***You Are A Lily***
You are a nurturer and all around natural therapist.
People see you as their rock. And they are able to depend on you.
You are a soothing influence.
You can make people feel better with a few words.
Your caring has more of an impact than even you realize.


How true is that !! *sigh*
Sometimes I wish I was not like that
I hate acting as a therapist , especailly that I dont get paid for it *grin*
but that's who I am

I just took a Personal DNA test

from www.personaldna.com

and here r the results :
13740026023a.


http://www.personaldna.com/report.php?k=RpKYCECyyZEKnNg-HE-CEEAC-d9ef&u=c59249a81078



You are a Generous Creator.

You are a Creator
Your imagination, confidence, willingness to explore, and appreciation of beauty make you a CREATOR.
You are independent, and you enjoy your self-sufficiency.
Defying convention, you are very innovative, and you have a vivid imagination.
The look of things is important to you, and you have a keen eye for aesthetic beauty in multiple arenas.
You have a strong interest in what is new and exciting—and that includes forging ahead with new ideas, not simply discovering what is already out there.
Your eagerness to seek new and varied experiences leads you into many different situations.
You're not set on one way of doing things, and you are creative when it comes to finding novel solutions to complex problems.
You trust yourself to be innovative and resourceful.
Your confidence allows you to take your general awareness and channel it into creativity.
You're not one to force your positions on a group, and you tend to be fair in evaluating different options.
You're well-attuned to your emotional state, and not afraid to use your feelings to guide you. You tend to be cooperative, rarely contradicting others, and always considerate of their feelings.
Your sense of adventure is supreme - you're up for anything, anytime. Making plans in advance isn't necessary for you: you'd rather figure things out on the go.
You tend to believe that things happen for a reason, and that not everything is under our control.


If you want to be different:
Appreciate the earthly, practical elements of things—there is beauty in form as well.
While you are good at thinking abstractly, focusing on details a bit more may help you discover things about the world.


how you relate to others:

You are Generous

Your awareness of those around you, along with your nuanced perceptions of the world at large, makes you the GENEROUS person that you are.
You value time to yourself and understand how rich your private world can be—you know that you don't have to go wild to have a good time.
You are excited and energized by ideas and often enjoy things more through observation than through experience.
This tendency gives you an appreciation for different perspectives and opinions about the world.
Being as aware of others as you are doesn't mean you find it easy to trust them immediately—this is something that happens more slowly for you.
Despite this, you are aware of the complexities of many situations and are reluctant to pass judgments on others.
Although you have fewer friendships than some people, those that you have are meaningful and are important to you.
You value spending time alone—it is while reflecting on the world around you that you often learn something new about yourself or begin to understand something that's been bothering you.
You're not one to force your positions on a group, and you tend to be fair in evaluating different options.
You're well-attuned to your emotional state, and not afraid to use your feelings to guide you. You tend to be cooperative, rarely contradicting others, and always considerate of their feelings.
Your sense of adventure is supreme - you're up for anything, anytime. Making plans in advance isn't necessary for you: you'd rather figure things out on the go.
You tend to believe that things happen for a reason, and that not everything is under our control.
If you want to be different:
Given how attuned you are to others' thoughts and feelings, you might find that trusting people more is a way to broaden your perspective even further.
While you know how much can be learned from observing the world around you, remember that much of life can be lived by experiencing it, not just by understanding it.

i know i dont make sense

I just read my last entry , and for a second I did not know what I meant by it !!! hehehe
but now I do ( after rereading it 6 times :P)

I think I know what is wrong with me FINALLY

it is that I never know what I want ( in ANYTHING )

but

I always know what I do NOT want ( in ANYTHING still )